It’s been about 2 weeks since i broke up with my boyfriend.
He was the first one who tought me that it is easy to trust someone.
that had never been easy for me.
but he proved without any effort, word, time or anything.
i don’t know how he did that. he was just there, being him. and somehow i knew that he would never hurt me. he would be the one for me.

and he’s left. the decision was a part of him, i know.
this decision is what the person who i trust would not avoid to make.

i still don’t know if i can get over this.

or, i don’t even know if i should get over this and move on.

this might be the last chance for me to stop to think about it.